Taking Chances

"You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going to fast,
and maybe it's not meant to last.

"But what do you say to taking chances?
What do you say to jumping off the edge-
Never knowing if there's solid ground below,
or hand to hold,
or hell to pay?
What do you say?"

LIfe's all about taking chances, making mistakes, learning from observations and just simply living. I played the game, followed the rules and lost. I took the chance in trusting you and you let me fall. You NEVER extended that hand out to me in times of need. You just expected me to help you and that'd be it. I lie and say I'm over this - it doesn't bother me - all that junk, but its all be a complete lie. I can't even stand to be in the same room with you, you hurt me so much. Why did I have to believe it would all be okay again, just by what you told me? You gave me no proof to start trusting you then, and you're not going to be able to persuade me now.

But if I talk about it to anyone, I'm sensitive and more than likely gay - which is not the case. I hate all these dumb people in the world who treat poor innocent kids so awful because of their choice in who they search for to find love. I'm just so thrilled they actually find the love that those people who insult them will NEVER find.

Let's face it - I'm no longer tired of just high school or people. I'm tired of life. But I don't quit on things, and this "life" we all live is just simply a game of which I have to learn the rules all over again...

Until the final buzzer sounds,