Betrayed

Whaddayado? Life has it's struggles and...well...(for me) STRUGGLES! You know, I used to be able to never find a dull moment in my life...for about two days. Now, everything just drives me nuts; aggravates me. Trying to find the people to trust, the time to relax, the ability to have fun; WHY ARE THEY HARD TO DO? I haven't had a free weekend for two months. I haven't gotten over 7 hours of sleep in a night, not because I don't go to sleep late, but because I can't fall asleep. I can't find the peace of mind to just relax and go into a somber state.

I was recently asked how I managed it all: helping others with their problems, keeping myself calm (or so it seems; I must be a good actor), keeping up with my grades in school, staying happy...nothing works for me anymore. And I still can't figure out why.

Regards,